beneath the surface

This poem is kinda strange. I like the imagary in the start but it just got

 really really really really really weird after that. i think it needs more work

A swirling torrent of emotoins

A rushing cascade of thoughts

Bombarding me

Overwhelming me

I slip beneath the surface

Choaking on my unstable thoughts

 

They fill my mouth and rush down my throat

Overwhelming me and overpowering me

Till I am unable to fight

Unable to struggle

Unable to live

Self-Control Or Lack Of It

 

 

I want something: so I get it

I don’t care what it is but I want it and I want it now

I don’t think about the consequences

I don’t think about anything

I ...

I ...

I ...

 

......

 

I am selfish

I have no self-control

I shouldn’t think of I but think of you

Think of what I’m doing to you  

How much I am hurting you

Breaking you

Destroying you

 

But I act not think

I should think

Think about others but no

Its all about me

 

Me

Me

Me

I am worthless compared to the huge

Amazing

you

Don't give up

I struggle so hard but I’m almost at the end

One final stretch then I’ve made it my friend

I struggle, weep, bite and claw

Away from the darkness and its maw

Just grit your teeth and stand your ground

Surround yourself with those you love

By your side defiant they stand

To fight with you hand in hand.

For all those who are doing your final year at school don’t give up your almost there. Year 12 is almost over in Australia so just stand your ground and you can make it, we can make it.

Best of luck friends

-Cleft Lip Kid

Lie

Here I lie

Unable to decide

Hating my life

Hoping to die

 

Pathetically I cry

Tears streak form my eye

I try to deny

As I run from the lie

 

My Precious Friend

Ignore the differences
the differences between them and us
life and death you and me
In this night,
We can come together and breathe together
dance together, stand together.
Alone we are weak and vulnerable, together we have courage.
- The butterflies wings

thoes are words to live by. It is a extract from the poem the blood of a beast
It was written by My precious friend who resides at
http://savakora-butterfly.tumblr.com/

She has a heart bigger then most
people don't understand her but they should
If they did they would see her true beauty

I am truely blessed to know her

Break me

Our lips touch and my heart cry’s out

A pleading heart felt beg that never wants you to stop

To continue for ever, don’t stop, forever

 

The pressure builds as I struggle to fight it.

To hold it locked far far far behind my iron prison

But my bars are bending and my walls are crumbling

Fighting begging to break free

 

It has been traped there for so long

In its bottles it boils simmering struggling to escape

Kicks and it screams, it rips and it tears

Eventually im going to break

 

This pressure is love this pressure comes from the heart

This pressure begs you for more.

You can make me yuou can break me

Just fight on a little bit more
 

You must break me

Try and break me

Break me

Please

I Hate You. I Hate Me

I Hate You

Your such a fool, always fucking up

You make mistakes and never learn from them

How many broken people do you have to heart

How many disappointed gazes do you want to get?

 

How many?

How many crying friends

How many Broken hearts

How many Pathetic stupid mistakes

How many times will you FUCK UP !

 

You try so hard but trying is never enough!

Stop feeling sorry for your pathetic self

 

Actually Try and … oh I don’t know CHANGE!

 

You might actually achieve something

Instead of just pain

 

I HATE YOU 

I hate everything about you

I hate you

You are me

 

I hate you I hate me

 

The Power Of Distractoin

Never underestimate the power of distractions

Distractions can be heaven, distractions can be hell

They can be your worst nightmare or your best saviour

 

It can bring you out of your hateful sadness

Or throw you back in ten times harder

The power, heaven, the hell

 

Distractions  

"Life Is Beautiful"

This is a song i heard recently by Sixx AM called Life is beautiful. 

Its a song I listen to when i am feeling down.

check out the video at the bottem.

 

remember

Life Is Beautiful

You can't quit until you try
You can't live until you die
You can't learn to tell the truth
Until you learn to lie

You can't breathe until you choke
You gotta laugh when you're the joke
There's nothing like a funeral to make you feel alive

Just open your eyes
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life,
That no one will cry at my funeral?

I know some things that you don't
I've done things that you won't
There's nothing like a trail of blood to find your way back home

I was waiting for my hearse
What came next was so much worse
It took a funeral to make me feel alive

Just open your eyes
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life,
That no one will cry at my funeral?

Alive...
Just open your eyes
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life,
That no one will cry at my funeral?

Just open your eyes
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life,
That no one will cry at my funeral?

Just open your eyes
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life,
That no one will cry at my funeral?
 

Do you care ?

Seeking help is not weak

It is a sign of brains

It is strength

Sometimes giving in is worth it.

If you give in you can end a fight

Can you put your pride behind you

How much do they matter ?

Do you care ?

Do they care ?

What is it all achieving

Nothing

Apsafuckinglutly NOTHING !

Its some stupid argument

where you both lock horns

and try to see who comes out best

just fuck it

no one bloody cares

no one gives two shits

so get the fuck over your self

suck up your pride

get on with life 

This is my opinion on arguments and fights.

Do you value your friendship with the person ?

Yes? Then BACK THE FUCK DOWN! Does it matter

Is it worth destroying a friend ship? NO !

If you are too shallow to see that then you don’t

Deserve to be friends with the person.

Sorry about the weird post but I’m feeling strange.

-Cleft Lip Kid