Curled up and crying

I’m responsible for your pain ,It was me. Don’t give me that “its not your fault” thing

As I can see you blinking back tears. My actions have caused you pain, my Stupid Fucking actions! All my life its been the same. All my life all I would do is hurt you and you would comfort me when you were dying, cut up and destroyed on the inside.

I know you don’t want me to, but if I am to cause you any more pain I should also suffer and if it ends yours then we are both better off.

All you can do is watch as I lay here

Curled up and crying

Bloodied and dyeing

Your pain will be over soon

I promise