Hello again

so it has been a while if my memory serves me correctly which it usually doesn't

At least a year

Life is hard and harsh
it go's slow struggling sickly as it slides along
But
in times it fly's past floating be it becasue of Fun fantastic times or
frightful times of fear

please try to play with the people in your pretty lives regardless of how perfect they are
 i am writing these words in a wild place so thinking is very hard atm

i will be back later :) 

Hello my friends

hello :)
its been a while hasnt it :)
i haev been getting better
not so sad :)
i am improving

Losing it

Loseing control

Too much stress

Too much pain

I could let it all go

Loose it all I loose every thing I care about

So I have no more pain

I must lose control

Help me lose control !

Numb the pain ! LET IT GO!!!! Losing control

Too much stress

Too much pain

I could let it all go

Loose it all I loose every thing I care about

So I have no more pain

I must lose control

Help me lose control !

Numb the pain ! LET IT GO!!!!

Lose Control

There’s a trigger that goes off
A feeling that just snaps
When your pushed to a corner
And you gotta fight back
Find your inner f*****g strength
Motivated by there hate
Pull it out when in doubt
An just not give a f**k
Till you break em and they fall
See there pity as the crawl
Cause you’re tired and your weak
From those nights of restless sleep
When you feel like giving up
When you feel like throwing up
When you had it up to here
When you want to disappear
What

!

So rip it up
Tear it down
Smash it up
Burn it down
We’ve lost control of ourselves
Oh oh oh no

Don’t hold back
Let it go
Rise against

Lose control

Numb the pain

Let it flow

Brace yourself

Lose control-BOTDF

Kiss

What is a kiss?
In One Word: Heaven <3

When we kiss not only do our lips meet
but our hearts join hand in hand
our minds join out of undying love
and our souls join perfectly joining us together
as we will always be

Our hearts are one
Our minds are one
Our Blood is one

Your the one

The one for me

-Dedicated to Sam <3

Hello Friend

Let it all out 

let it all go 

Get out your blades

Let the blood flow

Run down your arms

trailing poison red

your pain will be gone 

your pain will be dead

Let it all out 

Let it all go 

Get out your blades

Let the blood flow

The sting of the blade

Welcome old friend

The  blood that follows

Your nearing your end

Let it all out 

Let it all go 

Get out your blades 

Let your self go

Every thing i do ...

Every thing i do i do for you
you are who makes me who i am
you are my light in the darkest of times
who i will get up the earliest times in the morning for
and stay up till the sun rises in the soft blue sky

gYour there when i need you
i will be there ten times over for you
when you are in the darkness let me be your light
let me show you the way
Many hands make light work or so they say
every thing i do i do for you
my friends